Today I heard the powerful lyrics: Life is fragile, We could die at any minute.  Eternity is a long time, how are you going to spend it? The devil is relentless, always trying to break your faith.  But nothing is comparable to Gods amazing grace.  We can’t change the past, so make a brighter future.  I’m giving it up to God, that seems to be the right solution.  Thank you for the pain, God thank you for the rain.  You’re building my endurance.  It’s all part of Gods plan.  Let me back up, the last 7 weeks have been pivotal for me, as I have sunken deeper into a land of despair. Despair that I wasn’t willing to acknowledge in the sea of highs and lows that come with the birth of a child.  Backing up even further, the past two years have given me two healthy children, a boy and girl each born by C-Section. The same two years have also taken my dad to heaven and sealed the fate of a family that …